Saturday, January 30, 2010

Father,

Help me see the truth in all things. Help me see the person despite the anger, the fear, the frustration or the preoccupation they may express.

Help me see the potential. Help me find a way in to coax that potential to life. Help me be a light to grow the seed of their hope into a true plant. Help them be able to reflect that potential to others.

Mostly, Lord, help me to be a stone. Not the kind that is in the way; not the kind that is in a shoe. Let me be constant and kind, part of a foundation that helps build Thy house.

Let me be real, that I may touch souls. Make me an instrument of Thy peace.

As Thou loves all your children, allow me to find a part of that love.

Let my own sight turn from the within and find peace.

Guide me, never leave me. Make me a place to sit down at a table with Thee.

-Jay
1-30-10

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

-orison-

please, dear God, awake and free us
as the buffalo this field once heard
break the fetter'd binding rivets
re-make skies for wheeling birds

tickle prisons formed by manchilds
lavalieres so dark with fear
loose these welds thus dark with anger
common past and present near

dear God, break down these linked rings
with thy breath to sunder chain
touch both heart and land and spirit
washing flow and pulling drain

remake hallowed, desicration
long still graves and holy pyre
unbind dirt so great and spacious
sea of souls laid down in mire

oh, thou God, redeeming artist
make this canvas something more
than these squibs and paths so crooked
aimless paintings, pith and gore

knit that ossein again to sinew
ancient flesh and scat and bug
let these bones delight in fatness
reconcile cadaver smug

please, oh God, thou hidden captain
with thy stars so marked as eyes
by thy earthen illustration
crack the marrow and death's sigh

free the prisn'er of the darkland
bid the shrunken soul to fly
rid that binding appellation
wake up man no more to die!

Mighty God, thou fount not ending
bring about this later day
when the rough parts all are ended
smooth the path, that narrow way

olden friends again will hail here
clasping souls again unite
when darkened glass is broken
and the dirty made to light

1-26-10
JRB

Monday, January 25, 2010

Weight goal:

170

Current weight:

182

-Jay

Saturday, January 23, 2010

I got a first US edition of JRR Tolkien's Silmarillion today in excellent condition from Savers (a local thrift store) for $2.50

Same book, same condition for $70:

http://www.google.com/#hl=en&source=hp&q=1st+us+edition+silmarillion&aq=f&aql=&aqi=&oq=&fp=ba0a4630ce98f7da

Can I get a woot?

-Jay

Saturday, January 16, 2010

"The reward for work well done is the opportunity to do more."

-Jonas Salk

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

2.9 Magnitude Earthquake

We had a small earthquake in Utah this morning, the third small earthquake this month:

http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=9235420

-Jay